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A day to remember

Aku tahu aku ni tidak la sebaik mana.. tak baik pun.. Cuma aku inginkan perubahan.. Berubah untuk menjadi lebih baik lagi.. Kata-kata seseorang banyak buat aku berfikir yang aku ini hanyalah seorang yang merasakan dirinya sudah cukup bagus dan sempurna sehingga aku terlupa aku menyakitkan hati orang lain.. Kata-kata yang buat aku tersedar bila seseorang yang rapat dengan diri aku mula mengatakan :

"Alfitnatu asyaddu minal qad, jgn ingat diri kite hebat n sume org suke, bukan nak back up sesape. Tp jgn pandai nk buat cerite sampai org lain bermusuh. - aku diam tak bermakne aku lemah atau bodoh, cume malas nk melayan org yg byk cakapnye sampai terserlah kebodohan sendiri, cermin diri,kite tak sempurne, what goes around comes around- "

dan...

"Duduk diam2 je la depan pc, update status persis suci..blah! tak yah pure2!"

Baca ayat ni dan terus buat aku berfikir? Jahat nya la aku ni.. Sampai macam tu sekali.. Aku tersedar yang aku perlu banyak berubah bukan setakat luaran sahaja malah dalaman juga.. Thanks coz reminding me.. But one thing for sure.. I feel hurt too.. Now I really know how MEN can influence everyone including someone that close to my heart.. I dont really want to make like I'm the one who need sympathy from people.. Hell no! I know I'm wrong but because of him? Still outsider for me.. and always be outsider for me. Dont ever try to give me an advice when I think you dont have any right to do so.. I'm sorry bro.. Once you make me feel like hell.. I will never forget about that..

Think positively, they both make me realise that I really2 need to change my attitude to be a better person.. I cannot be s0o arrogant or feel like I'm the one who are perfect in this world while others don't.. Thanks for them because without them I would never know that MEN like him will make two person arguing for a stupid guy like HIM.. I wonder if he can do that.. what's gonna happen next? I think he is superb!


p/s : You are brilliant man when you can make two heart feel hurts.. Thanks a lot!

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